Rojak Day... 11:13 PM

Why Rojak? Coz my feeling is like rojak...mixed like hell...

Guilty

I feel guilty
for loving this
and
for not loving that

I feel guilty
for being friendly to this
and
for being ignorant to that

I feel guilty
for the words spoken
and
for the words i didnt spoke

I feel guilty
for the heart i chose
and
for the heart i refuse

I feel guilty
for starting this
and
for ending that

I feel guilty
for the new chapter have begun
and
for the last chapter to end

I feel guilty
but is this guilty or merely
sense of deep sadness
have my heart
seek the old?
or have my heart
seek the new?

Now there're two paths
set infront of me
neither will lead me into the same place
but either will make a change

So i ask God to help me
For i seek any kind guidance
That will benefit not just me
but others as well...


Composed By DJ Vick...Troubled Yet Content

EMO-ish? Hah! You must be kidding me! Thats a troubled, out of thought mood...

Nothing much will be given and nothing else will be said more...

CHEERS AND HAPPY WEEKENDS...

PS: a few words struck me...for that i wrote that...SO RELAX ppl...

ONE BIG SIGH... 6:22 PM

eeeeerrrrrr...

ummmmmm...people says my blog gettin boring ma...put this lo...entertain them...

I expect all my classmate would go here and look around for that words. Let just say im not going to say it. Yes, i cant deny that im happy about it. Yes, i also cant deny that im also looking forward to it.

Hell...you think im going to shout it out like orang gila here? What the use of bragging this thing around eh? Sure everyone wants it (like that dude who was itching to be it ever since school started...few knows who) many would actaully do the most ridicolous stuff just to get it.

Me? You see me rasa best? Of course no...i control bah. Anyway, i put my fate to God tomorrow...and i hope everything goes well. People, gives thumbs up yeah?

Plus...im not going to do any WEIRD stuff like what Everard yapped about in class, tonight. What you think im that ummm...crazy to do so??? Sigh...

Something strange happen though. The sight and sound of lame lovers insults have kinda stopped. I hardly heard [censored],[censored] and [censored] in the class. Atleast now i the class is a much quieter place now...hold on let me rephrase...atleast now the class is slightly less noisy, for me that is.

Other than that, im bored...for the first time since the last exam...i've been reading books to waste time. Damn...something is wrong with me...need to see doctor...no no no...a specialist...

I bet not a single person not from my class will understand what the hell i just talked about...Looking at the bright sight...thats good...

Nah...i got to go...

CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERS YOU FREAKING READERS! NO LIFE HUH? TAKE DRUGS THEN...just joking relax!...take gambir instead...

ps: i wonder how long will the rumours about me be spread throughout the whole world...wait n see then...

Peh...Life is Great But Its Killing Me... 7:37 PM

Yup thats right people...

LIFE IS SUPRISINGLY GREAT for the moment(few knows why). But this great life comes with a cost, a damn freaking short ample free time. I hardly could touch my big PC to go online and the only source of entertainment is my phone and my laptop which i bring along everyday, everytime light or shine...those two are always at my side. Well i hope that could make up why i havent been active in MSN or my blog nowadays...

So what have me, the most free person you've known could possibly, up to??? Banyak ooo...sini saya cita pun tidak muat. Some are personal rubbish which i prefer to keep them secret behind closed doors. Now im super, mega, horendously, terribly tired after EURO's France vs Italy match last Wednesday morning.

Maybe i should stop watching late night football matches...

NAH....

Maybe i should stop messaging people before going to sleep...

NAH...

Maybe i should stop playing games before going to bed...

NAH...

Maybe i should stop listening to Party Music before going to bed...

NAH...

Maybe i should go to bed earlier...

NAH...

Maybe i should go to toilet now...

NA---i meant yeah...i think i should go...

CHEERS &*$%#*@# READERS! ^^

ps: hmm ppl nowadays r very creative...a simple 1st name could turn into a full insult...